Good Enough

Why wasn’t I good enough to love?

To adore

To ravage 

Why couldn’t you love me the way I needed to be loved?
I’m suffocated by your silence 
And strangled by the emptiness I feel

I gave you all I could give and in return I had to beg you for affection
Did I disgust you?
I fed off your silence and in turn began to hate ME
And that’s not ok 

And im trying not to hate you for that 

3/20/16